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Okay, I can now put a little something here. I'd say I'm more fascinated with Erotica. Sex is just so sensual and...well erotic. I love reading about sex and thinking about sex and having sex with my boyfriend. I do enjoy a good romance though, even with the watered down sex scenes it can still be heart warming. I began writing romance when I was in high school, my mom pointed out that my works were very sexual and I stopped writing for awhile because I thought she didn't approve. But now I am out of the house and all grown up and comfortable with the fact that I am a sexual woman! Thank you very much for all the encouragement from my friends and from the strangers to me in this community for the nice compliments! I enjoy reading so many of the works here, wonderful talent!

I hope someday to be a published erotic romance novelist. Sex is a wonderful thing and should not be overlooked, since it is usually what brings love to mind. When people watch movies depicting sexual scenes, they are often watered down and unrealistic, which irratates me a lot. I enjoy porno films for that reason, because the sex is real and not some fantasical action that never actually happens to normal people. Erotica should be the best of both worlds. I try and write my erotica like that. I don't do away with most of the sensual words describing the feelinsg of the act, but I also don't see the point is sugar-coating what's going on. When I read romance novels, I LOVE reading the sex scenes! The whole book leads up to that scene sometimes! And when it finally gets there, it shouldn't be some watered down sugar coated fantasy nonesense. It should be REALISTIC and even graphic! DETAILS are what makes a sex scene so hot!

I love reading Penthouse Forum for this reason, I get what I want in the sex scene, but then I don't get the loving feelings I crave, so I have to go read a Harlequin or something else. Why can't it all be between the pages of one book? Love AND sex?!

SO enjoy my attempts to do just that!

I have been posting various things lately...entering contests mostly because my own inspiration is lacking a little. Stress from everyday life can do that..drain you of creativity, you know? Seems like so many things go wrong all at once and its so hard to catch your breath before a new wave of shit comes flying at you. It's not YOUR problem but it IS mine and when I get better control I will be able to write more often and more freely. I've been experimenting with different ways to write my erotica, trying to incorporate more thoughts into the lovemaking for my characters. Seems to be going okay thus far, still have some work to do, but its geting there I hope! Thanks to all those who read my stuff and leave me such wonderful comments! I really enjoy reading about it when my writing is enjoyed and even when its not. Thanks Guys!