I'm Amanda. I'm 19 and a mother to a beautiful baby boy. He is my reason to live! I have changed a lot over the last few years. I have completely stopped cutting myself...... I haven't cut in over 2 years now. I am a HUGE music fanatic. I love any kind of music I can just lose myself in. If I can go to a whole other world with it, it's just amazing. I love it because it takes my mind off things that are bothering me. I write poetry... as you all know. I still write dark things. I also obviously write stories... I am meaning to work more on some of my stories... give you all more. I know you want more!!! 
I also have a WONDERFUL Fiance. He's the best! He's helped me through so much... including all this child support bullshit... Well, if you want to know anything, ask me...
Crimson
I also have a WONDERFUL Fiance. He's the best! He's helped me through so much... including all this child support bullshit... Well, if you want to know anything, ask me...Crimson
- Last seen on Nov 20 2:27 PM. Member since July 20, 2007.
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, and quote is "If you're ready for a battle then I'm ready for a war. So we can dance if you want NICE!". - I am a 19 year old woman from Tennessee (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a friend and mother.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/crimsonviper13
- I have 40 comments, 211 poems, 10 stories, 22 journals
Stories I'm focused on
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“Why are you being so rude to me now?” Zacky asked. “Because, you hurt me! So, just leave me alone!” I yelled. “Zacky, leave her alone… she2100 words, 4 comments, August 22
My Stories
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200 words, 5 comments, October 2
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500 words, 3 comments, September 19
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600 words, 2 comments, September 18
My Poetry
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I want to be heard
I want to be known
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- Column: Ideas for a wedding? at allpoetry
I need some ideas for my wedding... I already know that I want green and blue to be the colors. I just need ideas for other things... help meh pwease? - Poem For Baby 2 at allpoetry
The first time I saw your little face
I was filled with such emotion - no title yet... Not finished! at allpoetry
It's been so long
You'd think I'd forgotten...
My journal entries
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I just found out a friend of mine died... idk when it happened, but keep his family and friends in your thoughts... I can't believe it... now I wanna cry... man, I can't believe it at all. (I'm in shock!) just wow. idk what to say now...November 17, → 11 comments, Add one?
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no I'm not scared or anything... but anywho... i keep having panic attacks, they SUCK! I swear, they need to put me back on my damn meds. ugh. I hate having anxiety, it SUCKS balls. oi. anywho... I Need to start doing something about this... it's getting tiring having panic attacks every fuckign day. I'm tired of fee
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hey there. well, this is a different kind of journal... I never posted anything just random like this... and I KNOW i am TOTALLY lying, too. lol. I've noticed that the more I'm around cigarettes, the more I want one... but if I'm not around it that much, I don't really want one that much... I mean, you know, I stilOctober 16, 100 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
