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***First and foremost if are going to judge me before you know me or your going to label me, and be immature and full of drama then get off my page because to make it blunt I will NOT talk to you***
 
~About Me~

Name: Ashley Nicole
Nicknames: Ash , Nicky , Lil Ash, PD, Nash , Saccharine, and Mini
( Do NOT call me PD unless you know exactly what it means, and don't call me Nash unless you're my Nutter)  

Age: 15..but so much older .
Is it odd to be older then you really are?

Height: I am SHORT ...that's all you need to know.
Eye Color: was Blue then Green now Hazel
Hair Color: Red on top, Black on the bottom.
Piercings: Yep 2..soon to be 5.
Tattoos: None just yet.
From: The United States.

Favorite Color: Black , Green , Red , Purple , Orange , Blue
Favorite Food: Fruit...and Dessert..duh!

Personality: Neurotic...

SW Friends:
Ryan (Bink)- He is my Nutter
  Rian (Stryke)- He is my Giant
Lavayna and tonialoise
Miriam (Mastodonic Mutiny)
Joe-Pena, Kyle(purple), Raf(InsertClicheSNHere, Cat(KitterBean)
Jay(NinjaJay) Riftkin, locked-away-lover, Kaira2, amanda vampriess
(If I Forget anyone, please let me know)

Favorite movies: Moulin Rouge , Across the Universe , The Strangers , Twilight, Harry Potter Series, Juno , The Dark Knight , Alice in Wonderland, and....lots lots more....
Music: Breaking Benjamin , Paramore, Apocalyptica, Papa Roach, Chevelle, Rehab, Pink, Evanescence, A Fine Frenzy, Three days Grace, Imogen Heap, Regina Spektor, Seether, Staind, Flyleaf, Queen, Weezer, Saving Abel, Adele, Leona Lewis, Ciara, The Beatles, Frou Frou, Smashing Pumpkins, Fiona Apple, AC/DC, Eve 6, Puddle of Mudd, The Goo Goo Dolls, Lifehouse, The Veronicas, Pink Floyd, Foo Fighters, Garbage, 80's, Saliva, and...lots lots more....

Writing style: Depends on my mood.
Favorite author: Too many, but I like Stephenie Meyer, James Patterson, Nicholas Sparks, Anne Frasier ....
Favorite Book: Hush, the Twilight series, Harry Potter series, The Notebook....

~More Info~  
**First and foremost you must know I have Anxiety/Depression , and a little touch of OCD. I tend to write what I want to say, not one to talk face to face. I have a hard time opening up to people, so if I do you're lucky. I'm strong, but I'm weak. I love to write . It's how I express myself. I have few close friends, whom I hold close to my heart. I keep to myself. I'm not stuck up, just don't know what to say. I'm what I call shygoing ..a mixture of shy and outgoing..just depends on what the situation is...... I need happiness, not sadness. I need optimism and laughs. I'm very pestimistic. I tend to make things worse for myself, but I don't mean to. I am very stubborn. I am strong, but not strong enough. I do horrible under pressure. I over analyze everything. I care too much about what others think. I need love, not hate. I need smiles. I always have to get the last word. Growing up scares me. I sometimes act like a little kid. I hate learning new "life lessons". I love chewing gum(orbit). I love being outside. I don't want to make something of myself, I NEED to make something of myself. I live every moment of my life...I don't plan on missing any of them. I have made many mistakes, but it's a little late to change them now. Music, dancing, art, and writing are my life. Green, orange, and blue are the best colors. I won't change who I am for anybody. I stand up for what I believe in. I'm very sarcastic, and very opinionated. I will try most anything once. My current life is okay..couldnt get any worse. That is me....

All Time Favorite Quote: "Life is not about finding yourself, it is about creating yourself."

-Hates-
Drama
HANNAH MONTANA/MILEY CYRUS!!! (can I push her off a cliff??? JW)
Barrak Husaine Obama Binladin
Snotty No It Alls
Preppy Snobs
Clowns (Joker is an exception) Haha
Spiders
Liars and Cheaters and Fakes and Backstabbers
Even Numbers...Weird I Know But I Do
Jonas Brothers
Feet
The lonely feeling I have at the moment
The smell and site of a lot of blood
Hospitals

-Likes/Loves-
Paramore
Vampires
Halloween
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Tim Burton and all his movies
Twilight Series, and Harry Potter Series
Robert Pattinson, Jackson Rathbone, Kellan Lutz, Cam Gidgant
Draco Malfoy..or...the guy who plays him
Art...Art In General..my favorite thing in the world.
Music
Writing
People Who Express Themselves
Dancing...Esp. In The Rain
Macoroni and Cheese
Chocolate
Mint Anything
Ketchup.....mmmmhmmmm
Fruit
Tattoos and Piercings
Movies...esp. Scary Movies
Books...oh the wonderful world of books.
Antiques...certain things only
4-Wheelers
Bobby Flay
My internet friends...Rian, Lavayna, Ryan, Miriam, Joe.
Her Nutter and her Giant
Camping
My Cellphone
The 80's!!!
Hmmm...Think That's It..For Now.

-Political Views-
Opinionated Republican
Against Aborotion Big Time..it's just not right
Gay/Lesbian is one thing that doesn't bother me..it's a little weird, but you can't help who you like or love.
No person is perfect-so stop booing Bush. He's just trying to fix Clinton's mistakes!
No set religion-it's not really my thing.
Believe in God/Jesus...for now.
Obama is the Anti-Christ...666. He's going to ruin America
McCain and Palin were are only hope...

Currently in the most dramafied high school ever known..so no drama please..it's just not me. You must know I'm opinionated...and can get mad easily. So if I say something mean or rude don't always take offense immediately cause someone probably pissed me off beforehand. I have few close friends, but they mean the world to me. Cici keeps me sane, Jes is my best friend, Kaley brings out the outgoing me, Sarah makes me feel safe, Travis is there when I want to be boring, Sarah B. makes me feel like I'm worthwhile and loved, Kate makes karate interesting and fun, Lise and Mark are the second mom and dad to me...I love them all so much!

-Writers on SW that you need to check out-
Stryke
KitterBean
Lavanya
XO-rOmAnTiCgAl-xo
(her songs are very good)
Riftkin

~Favorite Songs and Their Lyrics~

"Breathe Me" -Sia
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

"Eyes On Fire" -Blue Foundation
I’ll seek you out,
Slay you alive
One more word and you won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze

And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace

Felling any foe with my gaze
Steadily emerging with grace
Felling any foe with my gaze
Steadily emerging with grace

"Decode" -Paramore
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

"Iris" -Goo Goo Dolls
Verse 1

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


One Nation, "Under GOD"

One day, a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The Teacher was explaining evolution to the children. The Teacher asked a little boy:
TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see GOD?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see GOD because HE isn't there. He just doesn't exist.
The little girl spoke up wanting to ask the boy some questions. The Teacher agreed.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the Teacher?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No!
LITTLE GIRL: "Then according to what we were taught today, she doesn't have one...........”

~Quotes~
"Everyone has a prince charming. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions!"
Damn it.
"Tomorrow she will go back to being strong. Today she got sick of faking it."
"Strenght is no more then how well you hide the pain."
"If the world didn't suck we would all fall off."
Hahaha...

~Find a guy who calls you beautiful..instead of hot.
~Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
~Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
~Who kisses your forehead.
~Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
~Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
~Wait for the one that is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you, and how lucky he is to have you.
~Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says "that's her".
~Who makes you laugh and smile even when you don't want to.

~To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity~
1. At lunch time sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if any slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice!
3. Every time someone asks you to do something ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffine addictions switch to expresso.
5. In your memo field of all your checks write "For Marijuana".
6. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
7. Specify that your drive-through order is To Go.
8. When the money comes out of the ATM scream "I won I won!"
9. When leaving the zoo start running towards the parking lot yelling "Run for your lives! They're loose!"
10. Tell your children over dinner "Due to the Economy we are going to have to let one of you go."


Jackson Rathbone(Jasper Hale), Robert Pattinson(Edward Cullen), and Kellan Lutz(Emmett Cullen).....*sighs with a big little kid grin* they are my hottness monsters.
If I was at Hogwarts I would be in Slytherin
'I kidnapped the Sandy Claws and beat him with a stick'
hehehe!
"It's like you're the swingset, and I'm the kid that falls."