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before you read about me, please take a moment to visit my current favorite music video, courtesy of Youtube.com:   

  "Hurt" by, Johnny Cash

( Previous Favorites)

"In Joy and Sorrow" by, HIM

 "Crashed" by, Chris Daughtry (the musicfits mymood, and the video is just really intense)

 "Letters from War" by, Mark Schultz

"StuckWith You" by, Voltaire 

"Leave Out All The Rest" by, Linkin Park

"Hotel California" (As made famous by The Eagles) performed by, Jimmy and Bastian 

To Die For" by, The Birthday Massacre  (I chose this video because the visuals are just really cool ^_^)

"Handlebars" by, Flobots

"Home" by, Daughtry

Occult
Fantasy
Video Games
Vampires (especially Psi Vamps)
Anything with a plot twist somewhere


i originated in Buffalo, N.Y.  i jumped around schools a bit eventually graduating from Alden. during my high school years, my writing flourished. i suppose the combination of social solitude, home stagnation, and my mother's death in Junior year led to a perfect mix of anger, angst, and sadness to cause me to put a pen to the page. since then, i have noticed a trend that seems to prove that i am a much more efficient, creative writer the more depressed i am.

halfway through senior year, i was introduced to the concept of the occult, and especially tarot. as is the case with most people with this type of experience, i let my imagination get the best of me. this led to about 4 months of a fantastic lifestyle, but ended in the realization that i was about 2-3 steps from being committed.

after my stint with the occult, i completely removed it from my life, with the exception of tarot which i enjoyed tremendously, partially for my ability. however, from that point i had felt increasingly empty. after a month's time, i eventually returned to the study, while shying away from actual practice. after time, however, even that became dull and i went back to a very careful, methodical, attentive approach to occult practice.

eventually, this all ended in my realization that occult influences are all around us constantly, unable to interact. even as you walk down the street in the failing sunlight, there very well may be a demon scurrying behind you right on your heels, trying desperately to steal your soul. it was this realization that made me think "what if...the demons and angels actually COULD interact with us?"

because of this curiosity, i give you my writing style. very often, i show love, loss, loneliness, and despair, while tossing in a tiny bit of occult speculation (demons, angels, magick, etc.), and every now and then, a mutually happy ending for all parties involves, even the "bad guy".

Ok, well due to recent events and a change in my writing preference and tendencies, the last paragraph is null and void.  as of now, my style currently consists of heavily occult topics with a wide range of plots and outcomes.  almost every story i write involves the death of a major character for two reasons: 1) the pure shock value/emotional attachment, and 2) i have a borderline obsession with death.  yeah, i know it sounds depressive, but it's a completely natural curiosity that most people simply deny and dismiss, which is very unhealthy.

thank you for reading, and i hope my (modified) style suits you.

V/R,
Ronin Damien Kaishu (The Rogue Demon)

P.S. I am of the strict belief that if you know little or nothing about a subject, it is best not to speak ill of it.  in short, don't bash it until you try it.  This goes for a lot, but on this page it mainly is in reference to my occult background.  a lot of you fluff bunnies have probably never even heard of a religion besides Christian and Jewish, but they do exist and they are not to be insulted or degraded in any form without a solid understanding of the basics.  Satanism, for example, is a worship of the SELF, not SATAN.  Satan, in this religion, is used as an archtype as the one who refused to bow before God.  They take this attitude and apply it to their lives, obeying others only when convenient or beneficial to the Satanist in question.  Now, that being said, I would like to remind you all to refrain from any exclusive or derogotory comments on my page in regards to my experiences, my writing style/inspiration or any other topic.  stop by, admire my works or despise them, but under NO circumstances will I stand for insults or ignorance on my home page.  If you don't agree, go away or at least let me know in a private manner.