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Dirge - Death in Vegas

"Paranoia is just a kind of awareness, and awareness is just a form of love."
-Charles Manson



I love: daydreaming, cigarettes, watching random foreign or independent
films, booze, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, coffee, sex, Barnes & Noble,
Heath Ledger, reading, writing, eyeliner, walking in nature, dancing in
kitchens, boys, nail polish, glitter, dissecting philosophies, cloud spaces,
singing, jumping into a pile of dead leaves, James Franco, laughing, cat
eyes, cooking, ripped fishnets, constellations, living like the moment
will never end, lacy gloves, circuses, partying till morning, dyed hair,
experimenting with illegal substances, shooting stars, Frank Sinatra,
insomnia, bones, cloves, wearing pounds of jewelry, sin, voodoo dolls,
zombies, Ben Barnes, poetry, dandelion fluff, hobo gloves, androgyny,
corsets, obscenities, making wishes at 11:11, destruction, cuddling,
hookah, candy, piercings, Marilyn Monroe, scarves, confusion, aimless
car rides, using my hairbrush as a microphone, gore, creation, being a
creep, old books, James Dean, having my hair played with, fairytales,
photography, tattoos, film noir, Batman characters, music, sitting in an
empty fountain, Rockstar energy drinks, scent of cigars, my heavenly
bed, Sue Johanson, losing control, public offenses, wine, Victorian
patterns, Chicago gangsters, slippers, beatniks, nostalgia, crisp winds,
sunglasses, Neverland, violent scenes, jack-o-lanterns, myths, the sea,
fireworks, pretending to be a spy, the orange moon, candle wax, prose,
naked trees, rooftops, Hunter S. Thompson, airplanes, silent films,
madness, drawing on hands, city lights, despair, snow angles, willows,
embraces, history, losing myself in the moment, night, smooching, and
making people smile.


I pee in public. A lot. Usually at children's parks.
I enjoy good puns and wit.
I have no tolerance for whiny people. If you wish to drown do not torment yourself with shallow water.
I'm the KING of Self-Intoxication and Vanity.
I try to give myself a sense of purpose by writing bad poetry.
I bet you're thinking: "What an asshole."
I'm dyslexic and can't spell for shit.
I want to crawl into your ribcage.
I have a thing for texture. And inappropriate touching in public.
I say things in really random accents. Some words just sound better that way.
I believe the French were correct in naming an orgasm the 'small death.'
For a brief moment I was a drug dealer.
I love saying 'epic.'
Contrary to popular belief, I don't give death stares.
I know all the words [by heart] to Baby Got Back.
I'm fascinated by people who can pretend to be somebody else. Only if they can pull if off convincingly though, if you can't you're just a liar.
I'd rather watch a bad drama than a bad comedy.
I tend to be rather sarcastic in a facetious way.
I like to sit in my shower and muse.
I'm a philosopher by night and idiot by morning.
I dig the legends of Hollywood.
I have a strong belief that I will die before I'm thirty, it's completely inevitable.
I live life without limits and am reckless as possible. I pine to feel everything down to their intense, bone shattering roots.
I take pleasure in my bad habits.
I never sleep.
I'm scared of all the things I want to be.
I miss my friends and I hate how I'm letting this nostalgia kill me.
I adore bruises and scars and I think that's because I dig history.
When it comes to being a perv, relationships, and sex I tend to think like a guy.
I have no idea how to define my sexual orientation. I guess I'm just too lusty and needy. It's almost sickening.
I believe violent actions, substance/alcohol use, abortion, gay marriage, and suicide are not 'bad' choices.
I'm really social but suffer from unbearable spurts of shyness.
I love the smell of nicotine on your fingers an hour after you've smoked.
I have an intense fear of reincarnation.
I get easily obsessed with older men and convince myself such feverish and ardent daydreams will come true if I keep wishing on dandelion fluff, eyelashes, or at 11:11. It's pathetic.

Oh, and I'm pretty badass.


My Favorite Words:
-Androgyny
-Voluptuous
-Ooze
-Invincibility
-Reckless
-Abandonment
-Fever
-Destruction
-Hush
-Ache
-Fierce


"Every time I look at you I get a fierce desire to be lonesome."
-Oscar Levant


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PS. Boys and girls you don't love the Joker as much as I do. If you did, you would have made the group. Put that in your juice box and suck on it.