I am Lizz. I am Misaru. I sing. I talk. I laugh. I cry. I mightn't be happy, but I try my best not to let it affect me.
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The Start of My SW Family:
-Zoldor (Selina): My loving, tight leather-wearing,
crossdressing, beautiful husband. :3
-Oblivion Kitty God (Cory): My Brother, and Kitty friend.
-SweetDisaster (Gaby) : My sister.
-Jiggsaw (Toru) : My BEST Brother. ♥
- Fallenadvocate: SW Wifey! : O *gives her some
oreos* (Evan... if you see this don't kill me. Also
don't forget Selina's my husband, lol. So you really
have no *reason* to kill me, or feel bad.)
-INSERTSWDISPLAYNAME- (Evan) - My REAL crossdressing, non-SW-ian-ese husband.
*((Looking for sisters, brothers, etc. Please msg me if you are interested XD))*
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I can feel the desolate cold, the numbing insanity, the
painful sorrow wrap its arms around me, and I smile. I am all that is left. I wonder how long I can wait in the shadow. When will it be the right time? When can I finally tell the truth? When can I finally escape this cell? It is only made of glass, the same glass encasing my heart. I guess I'm scared of being broken in the end, again. I don't think I could bear it. But I must choose. Would I rather tell my mind, "No. It will never be." I should hold back my tears when I hope that everything would change, or be accepted? Or would I rather gasp at my breath, as my memories slowly rip out my vital organs, leaving me severed and still? I do not know. Now that I think about it, both seem to leave me the same way: lonely, scared, and staring menacingly at that blade...
http://x-misaru-x.livejournal.com/
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The Start of My SW Family:
-Zoldor (Selina): My loving, tight leather-wearing,
crossdressing, beautiful husband. :3
-Oblivion Kitty God (Cory): My Brother, and Kitty friend.
-SweetDisaster (Gaby) : My sister.
-Jiggsaw (Toru) : My BEST Brother. ♥
- Fallenadvocate: SW Wifey! : O *gives her some
oreos* (Evan... if you see this don't kill me. Also
don't forget Selina's my husband, lol. So you really
have no *reason* to kill me, or feel bad.)
-INSERTSWDISPLAYNAME- (Evan) - My REAL crossdressing, non-SW-ian-ese husband.
*((Looking for sisters, brothers, etc. Please msg me if you are interested XD))*
_________________________________________________________
I can feel the desolate cold, the numbing insanity, the
painful sorrow wrap its arms around me, and I smile. I am all that is left. I wonder how long I can wait in the shadow. When will it be the right time? When can I finally tell the truth? When can I finally escape this cell? It is only made of glass, the same glass encasing my heart. I guess I'm scared of being broken in the end, again. I don't think I could bear it. But I must choose. Would I rather tell my mind, "No. It will never be." I should hold back my tears when I hope that everything would change, or be accepted? Or would I rather gasp at my breath, as my memories slowly rip out my vital organs, leaving me severed and still? I do not know. Now that I think about it, both seem to leave me the same way: lonely, scared, and staring menacingly at that blade...
http://x-misaru-x.livejournal.com/
- Last seen on Nov 28 8:55 PM. Member since January 16, 2007.
- When I'm not writing, I'm living, dying, etc..
- I am in the groups Anime and Manga, Calling all Creepies, Cooking By The Book, Devils Deserve Tears, Horror And Crime Fanatics, Random Writing, StoryWrite Party Place, The Awesomely Awesome Group For Hyperactive Freaks and Morons Group, The Editors Corner, The Melancholic Children, The choo wah wing group, Theatre de Vampires, Thrill Of Murder, Under Read Stories, Write Away Your Sorrow, Write a Story, Writing Whatever You Want
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Stories I'm focused on
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Everytime you leave I find, / I miss you more. / The feeling burns and leaves me blind, / As you walk out that door. / And I remember that
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100 words, 7 comments, July 26, 2007
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I've written many poems that, / For some they seem the same. / I try to change the meaning, / Only most end up in shame. / I figured I'd tr200 words, 11 comments, June 11, 2007
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Do you want to be the murderer, / The sun that dawned before? / Do you want to fight the burning night, / The blood that stains the floor?
My Stories
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I remember your laugh. It’s so different, and makes me giggle, myself. But I love it. I remember your smile. I remember how it would
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Caught between two fantasies. / One and then the other. / Torn between two paths to take. / I’ll never find the way. / Wishing I could find an answer. / Anything so complicated- / Simply sit and ponder.200 words, 3 comments, July 6. In Complications, Other
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Once upon a caged December, / Only just—I could remember, / Peering out between the bars, / I cling to them to numb my scars.1 / Freezing slowly brings the pain. / I smile—hap200 words, 3 comments, February 28
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Kyoku Luv on December 6, 2007...
i hope you're on here.
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