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I have a collection of music and it says a lot bout who I am its at VampireRave.com and it would be greatly appreciated if you listened to it while you were reading this, I believe it will give you more of an idea of who I am. My VampireRave profile does have more and the most information you will ever get about who I am, so feel compelled to read it. If you should want to join VampireRave please joing via the below banner.

I am unique and different

I am happy and sad

I'm dark and mysterious

 I can smile and have fun

I can question and be suspicious

I can be beautiful and lonely

I can get angry and be hated

I can forgive and ask for forgiveness in return

I can wonder and think

I can be troubled and distraught

I'm a mother and a woman

I love my family and my friends

I have faith and it gives me strength

I'm young, I'm beautiful, I'm loved, I'm hated, I'm happy, I'm sad, I'm emotional, I'm angry, I'm disappointed, I'm alone, I'm troubled, I'm a thinker, I'm a lover, I'm a fighter, I'm a woman, I'm weak, I'm compasstionate, I'm loving, I cautious, I'm mysterious, I'm suspicious, I'm paranoid, I'm truthful, I'm a bitch, I'm a sweetheart, I'm forgetful, I'm forgotten, I'm imperfection, I'm funny, I'm wild, I'm unique...I'm me.

 My name is Mieta its a nickname I do not feel people I don't know and will probably never meet from the internet need to know my real name. I DO NOT get involved in cyber sex, or relationships at that.

I didn't come here for drama..but if you start something you better believe I will be the one laughing at you. You can think what you want but I know what I mean when I say something. You don't like my opinion I could care less. Don't bother commenting or saying anything to me because you will just be wasting your time and mine. You want to pick a fight with me go right ahead and be my guest but word to the wise I don't play well with others. Judge me all you want I know who I am I could care less what you think about me.

For those with the holier then thou attitude don't bother take your crap elsewhere because in the long run your shit still stinks, get over yourself. Try to hurt my feelings it means absolutely nothing coming from someone I don't know, it just boosts my own ego when someone else tries to scare me and threaten me...after all when people who don't even know you hate you, you know you are the best.

I'm 19 and currently living in Minnesota that is soon to be changed as I wish to give my daughter a better home and life which would mean moving back to Wisconsin with my family.

I've had a hard life but that makes me who I am. I've lived through a lot of hard times and bad decision making on my part but the mistakes I made have made me more passionate.

 My dream is Culinary Arts. I love the kitchen. I will probably write about why here.

I'm Catholic and I love my religion. Though I do not agree 100% with the bible it is the only religion I have found to give me the strength I need.

I'm a mother obviously to a beautiful 10 month old girl and her name is Kaoru. She has made life harder but she has definetly made life better. Her smiles and laughs are unsurpassed and I know she will grow to be a beautiful woman. I would not take back having her for anything in the world.

I'm Fizbops girlfriend, we've been together for 2 years and he means a lot to me. He is the father of my child and love of my life. I feel we are meant to be though we have our fights we always come out on top and together. He is a sweet and kind man. Here is a link to his profile...

Fizbop

Though he is polyamorous, I am not. I was and then I had our daughter and the life I was living no longer felt right. There is a story and my reasoning behind it. I know he will continue to date but that is for a limited time. As we've come to an agreement about that lifestyle. Kaoru and I will ALWAYS be number one in his life, so for any of you that think you are going to steal him away from me, you have another thing coming your way. I swore to protect him and my daughter and I'm prepared to do that. You hurt him and thats it. No second chances. He may be forgiving but I'm not.

My family means a lot to me and everyone I talk to knows that. I'd pick my family over a man or a friend anytime. Though like any they have their ups and downs it doesn't mean they don't love each other.

I write poetry, I don't have the time, will, or brain capacity to write stories...but I intend to try. I've been a member of both for more then 3 years. There are certain stories I wish to tell about my life and then there are details that will remain left out...there are things no one needs to know.

Read my poems, they are real, based on real events in my life and they are my emotions. They tell everything.

I'm only human. Yes I know how to spell and yes my grammar and puncuation aren't perfect but thats what makes me, me. I'm human. I don't appreciate people correcting my mistakes, my work remains uncorrected for a reason. Its MY writing style and I am the one who choses to do things a certain way.

Here are just some more pictures of me, Kaoru, and Fizbop.

A picture of Kaoru that I edited and made spiffy...LOL

Fizbop holding Kaoru in the hospital. I believe this was taken 2 days after she was born.

Me holding Kaoru in the hospital...same number of days. I look like shite as you can see but that was because I had a UTI and I just gave birth.

A drawing of Kaoru a friend on VampireRave did for me.

Fizbop and me with Kaoru the weekend we came home from the hospital.

 Cuddling with her blanky.

Giving you tongue. LOL

MMM..Chicken.

Eating carrots.

Fiz and me with Kaoru, Christmas photo.

Old butt picture. This was taken when I was on a web camera while I was talking with Fizbop, when we first met.

I'm not skinny and I'm proud of that though I think I can stand to lose about 50-70 pounds.

Me and my pretty pretty choker...*drools*

The ring Fizzy got me, Fake yes but I will have a real one in no time. I just love that I now have something that is from him, that shows he loves me and that I'm his.

Gunslinger Fizbop...LOL

He is so smexy! LOL

Photos taken this past weekend, I did his makeup..*drools* Love guys in eyeliner!!!