Things to know about me
♠ -My name is Amanda, but most people call me something else entirely
♠ -I can be an uber bitch sometimes....but it's okay since I'm cute
♠ -I love peircings, I have 24 of them (soon to be more) and I have six tattoos.
♠ -I'm overly obsessed with Nirvana, and basically anything that has to do with Nirvana.
♠ -If I see any guy, in ANYway threatening a girl, I will step in, it's uncool
♠ -I will stand up for my friends, because I know they'd stand up for me.
♠ -I'm in love with music, and I have insanely eclectic taste in it. I can go from listening to Fall Out Boy, to Jack Off Jill, to Bikini Kill, to Rob Zombie, to Hole, to Horrorpops, to From Autumn to Ashes, I love it and it brings me great joy.
♠ -I have alot of random crazy/scary adventures....so don't be surprised if you ask me a question and the answer is "it seemed like a good idea at the time".
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT APOLOGIZING.
It took me fifteen years to perfect the words “I’m sorry” and it’ll probably take me another fifteen to forget them.
I am NOT sorry you don’t like the way I look.
I am NOT sorry that I look sad/angry/anyway other than happy today.
I am NOT sorry if my existence makes you uncomfortable.
I am NOT sorry that I disagree with you.
I am NOT sorry that you don’t approve of me.
I don’t owe you anything—not even an apology.
I want to know why I grew up believing that I have to be sorry for everything I feel
Things I ♥
I love boys with soft shaggyish hair and that certain way of looking at you that lets you know you're perfect, horror movies, going to shows, going on dates, hanging out with my Feinds, working, getting a new peircing, getting tattooed, being known as the one that got away, being a fag hag, not doing drugs, not being a girly girl, nirvana, kurt cobain, getting crushes, courtney love, the grunge movement, bruises, soft skin, kittens, hanging out with my ex boyfriend(s), writing poetry, being a smartass, MUSIC, the feeling you get when you're in love, hot showers,satin sheets, the feeling you get before doing something really scary, the way a guys scent lingers on your pillow after he's been over, roses, doodling, having four people in a giant bed, how guys look when they play giutar and they think no one is watching, falling in love, cuddling, drinking, eyes, my kitties, the head-buggie kitty, how sammy hates Ashley and I saying head-buggies, fake eyelashes,having my roomates tell me how much they love me, the way it smells before it rains, and being myself.
Things I DON'T ♥
I hate boys that break your heart, rapists, racists, men that beat women, homophobes, icp, icp fans, bam, bam fans, good charolette fans, being replaced, not getting enough hours, HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS, clearance @ the tizzle, posers, scenesters, scenesters that say they're hardcore, people that say courtney killed kurt, drama that girls cause, drama in general, the pain that comes from losing someone close to you, how it feels to have your heart stomped on, the last fight, desperation, fights, having sexual tension between you and a guy/girl, hypocrites, most catholics, skanky twelve year olds, being a hopeless romantic with no one to be around, bad dye jobs, falling from heights, liars, people who rip off musicians, not having cigarettes, being sick, missing someone who's finally over you, crying, screaming, knowing that it'll never happen, gettting thrown out of bed, becoming attactched to someone whom you have no chance with, being lied to, not having gas money, not being with the one you want, being told I'm a liar when I'm not lying, and how beautiful your last mistake will always be.
♠ -My name is Amanda, but most people call me something else entirely
♠ -I can be an uber bitch sometimes....but it's okay since I'm cute
♠ -I love peircings, I have 24 of them (soon to be more) and I have six tattoos.
♠ -I'm overly obsessed with Nirvana, and basically anything that has to do with Nirvana.
♠ -If I see any guy, in ANYway threatening a girl, I will step in, it's uncool
♠ -I will stand up for my friends, because I know they'd stand up for me.
♠ -I'm in love with music, and I have insanely eclectic taste in it. I can go from listening to Fall Out Boy, to Jack Off Jill, to Bikini Kill, to Rob Zombie, to Hole, to Horrorpops, to From Autumn to Ashes, I love it and it brings me great joy.
♠ -I have alot of random crazy/scary adventures....so don't be surprised if you ask me a question and the answer is "it seemed like a good idea at the time".
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT APOLOGIZING.
It took me fifteen years to perfect the words “I’m sorry” and it’ll probably take me another fifteen to forget them.
I am NOT sorry you don’t like the way I look.
I am NOT sorry that I look sad/angry/anyway other than happy today.
I am NOT sorry if my existence makes you uncomfortable.
I am NOT sorry that I disagree with you.
I am NOT sorry that you don’t approve of me.
I don’t owe you anything—not even an apology.
I want to know why I grew up believing that I have to be sorry for everything I feel
Things I ♥
I love boys with soft shaggyish hair and that certain way of looking at you that lets you know you're perfect, horror movies, going to shows, going on dates, hanging out with my Feinds, working, getting a new peircing, getting tattooed, being known as the one that got away, being a fag hag, not doing drugs, not being a girly girl, nirvana, kurt cobain, getting crushes, courtney love, the grunge movement, bruises, soft skin, kittens, hanging out with my ex boyfriend(s), writing poetry, being a smartass, MUSIC, the feeling you get when you're in love, hot showers,satin sheets, the feeling you get before doing something really scary, the way a guys scent lingers on your pillow after he's been over, roses, doodling, having four people in a giant bed, how guys look when they play giutar and they think no one is watching, falling in love, cuddling, drinking, eyes, my kitties, the head-buggie kitty, how sammy hates Ashley and I saying head-buggies, fake eyelashes,having my roomates tell me how much they love me, the way it smells before it rains, and being myself.
Things I DON'T ♥
I hate boys that break your heart, rapists, racists, men that beat women, homophobes, icp, icp fans, bam, bam fans, good charolette fans, being replaced, not getting enough hours, HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS, clearance @ the tizzle, posers, scenesters, scenesters that say they're hardcore, people that say courtney killed kurt, drama that girls cause, drama in general, the pain that comes from losing someone close to you, how it feels to have your heart stomped on, the last fight, desperation, fights, having sexual tension between you and a guy/girl, hypocrites, most catholics, skanky twelve year olds, being a hopeless romantic with no one to be around, bad dye jobs, falling from heights, liars, people who rip off musicians, not having cigarettes, being sick, missing someone who's finally over you, crying, screaming, knowing that it'll never happen, gettting thrown out of bed, becoming attactched to someone whom you have no chance with, being lied to, not having gas money, not being with the one you want, being told I'm a liar when I'm not lying, and how beautiful your last mistake will always be.
- Last seen on Feb 14 10:04 PM. Member since February 14.
- I am a 20 year old girl from Indiana (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm killing people && selling their hearts on ebay.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/hairspray_queen
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