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My Prologue

My Name Is Lullaby.x,
And This Is Who I Am...

 I’m not the strongest person. I feel defenseless at times and very vulnerable. When I get hurt, I tend to fall. And when I fall, I fall hard. It takes me a while before I can gather the courage to stand up on my feet again. But I always do eventually get back up, and every time I fall and rise, I just get stronger. One day, I hope to get so much strength and to become so strong that no one can ever make me fall again. I also fear that one day, I might get hurt to such a degree, that I won’t be able to stand back on my feet. And I’ll be forever doomed to the depths of the earth that my hurt has made me fallen to. But what I hope the most is that someday I won’t have those fears anymore. Those fears won’t exist because when I get hurt and fall, HE will be right there, standing behind, and ready to catch me to save me from my fall. And together we’d be invincible.


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I was born and raised in what I believe to be the smallest town known to mankind. ‘Ever heard of place with a population just above 1,000? That’s us…in this small suburban town. I’m rather tired of this place. It’s always the same. There’s not much to do around here. In this town, there’s just a bunch of small houses, yard-sales, variety shops, and cornfields. We have some parks where all of the “cool kids” hangout. There are so many cliques around here, people who can’t get over themselves, drunks, skanks, and druggies. They have nothing better to do around here, so instead they waste there lives in stupidity. I think I’d rather be bored then stupid…I think. I know one thing for sure. I want to live in the city. What better place to be? People can actually play music wherever they want and whenever they want in the city. If you take out your guitar and play for money, around here, you can get in trouble. The city…you can be anything you want to be. You can dress anyway you want to dress. Here, it’d be strange for me to take out me pumps and walk down the street. There are so many places to go in the city and so many things to see. So many things you could be…I miss the city.

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“This Is Kind of like

The first time we met,

Only,
There were fireworks…”





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I could tell you that I’m independent. I could tell you that I am courageous. I could tell you that I am fearless. But instead, I’ll tell you the truth. The truth is: I am so afraid. I don’t fear things that most humans fear. I don’t fear flying. I don’t fear pain. I don’t fear death. So what do I fear? I fear what the world will think of me. I fear of what my life will turn out like. I am afraid of what I’ll think in the next few years. I’m afraid that I’ll forget things I never ever want to. I’m afraid I’ll never get to do my part in helping the world. And…I fear I’ll never be with him again. I suppose in general, I fear the unknown, and the unknown is a fright that I find incurable, without a miracle that is and the help of God.

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Blue Roses

I’ve been writing for my whole life it seems. I remember starting my first book shortly after I was seven, but I didn’t get very far with it, obviously, only being in the second grade. But, I started getting serious with my writing only about a year or two ago. So far I’ve written and completed two books. There nothing much in fact and I’m rather…ashamed…to post them on here. But I’ve written very, very many stories other then two completed ones. I just haven’t finished any of the other ones. Right now I am in the process of writing…let’s see one, two, and three…ten books. One of them I always get writers block in The other one I want to take extremely seriously and I might just wait to be more experiences to write it. The other ones I write for fun. The ones that I write for fun will most likely be posted on here. When I write, I feel like I can finally be myself. Sometimes I’ll express myself and who I truly am through my characters. We all love our characters and I think the reason for that is because…each of our characters has ourselves in their personalities. We usually create them in a way that we wished we looked, or acted, or thought. We give them the lives we wish we had. At least that’s true for me anyway. Remember Payton Flicker, Mindy Crick, Eleanor Jane Scott, and Madeline Clark. Each of these characters is a lot like the person who I am. Remember that if you ever really want to get to know me, and stumble upon one of there names.

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Music…the majority of us all have fallen deeply in love with it. It seems like there is always a song out there that relates to exactly what you are going through. Somehow, music seems to be able to change your every mood. What is it about its harmony, melody, instruments, and lyrics that can make us so crazy for it? The sound gets me every time, and there’s no better way to explain my thoughts on music, then love.

Bands in particular that I love:



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UNDEROATH

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Louis Vuitton

Fashion is something that truly amazes me. I think that sometimes what you where can say more about then words can. What you look like on the outside reflects on what you feel in the inside. I so admire Lady Gaga’s fashion. She’s so brilliant when it comes to that, and her clothes so vividly explain whom she really is. I wish I could do that, but, I feel like for some reason I have to continue living this false pretense for the world. The world doesn’t know who I truly am…in fact…I don’t even know if I know who I truly am anymore. I just know what I want to be. I want to be myself. I want to dress like I want to dress. I want to think like I want to think. I want to act like I want to act. I want to be who I want to be…but the world is holding me back. So for now, I carry on being this false pretense. At least the world seems satisfied with her.

 

<---This is Me.
I don't dress this way to go out,              
But this is kind of the way I dress inside.

 








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Thanks for reading My Prologue.

I hope this made you understand me a little

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x . Q U i C K      F A C T S . x 
 

Past Account Names: Lullaby.x

Account Name: Lullaby.xName: Kelsey
Nickname: Danni., calls me LuLu
Age: Fourteen
Birthday: August, 1995
Location: Canada
Language: English
Current Weather: Cloudy/Rainy
Current Date: September 26th, 2009
Interests: Writing, Photography, Fashion, Clothing, Music, Art.
Activities: Writing, Music Classes, Volleyball, Shopping, Concerts, and Friends.
Ambitions: Successful Writer and/or Photographer.
Favourite Color: White, Black, and Gold Together and Light Pink Alone.
Favourite
Color to Wear: White, Black, Blue, Navy, Grey, Yellow.
Favourite Holiday: ChristmasFavourite Season: Fall
Favourite Month: October
Favourite Weather: Warm, Cool Breeze, Cloudy Sky but no Rain/Humidity. (Specific )Favourite Clothing Store: Hot Topic, Bench, Urban Behavior, Forever 21.
Favourite Clothing Brand: Bench.Favourite Types of Music, Classical, Screamo, Emo, Indy Instrumental (I like it all, tho.)
Favourite Types of Movies: Romance, Tragedy, Comedy.
Favourite Types of Books: Romance, Tragedy, Sad, Horror, Suspense.
Favourite Place to Be: The City, the Park, Right in This Chair, With My Besties.
 

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  • lowerclasshero on November 15
    Love the profile
  • Living.Disaster on October 12
    Wow, I really like your profile, very intresting to read :]

    Now I have a question;
    Would you like to be me friend? =]]

    Huggs&&Kisses,
    Kaycie
  • XxBleed-BlackxX on October 2
    Hey,
    Your Profile is AMAZING in my opinion it's the best one I've read so far You seem like a very nice person and we are alot alike I've always been scared on how my life would end up...And I also admire Laday Gaga's fasion she expresses the way she is but sometimes it does go a bit overboard.(In my opinion)
  • Someday Hero. on October 1
    Hi. :]
    I send your guestbook..
    Does that mean I get a hug now?

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