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I'm Lauren


My first love in life is music
My second love is Trent Reznor
and the third: Caitlin.

and my bird-mad girl comes in there somewhere ♥


I'm a glamour obsessed dreamer, with a love for all
things mysterious and beautiful.
I'm trying to put words to my mind.

I'm obsessed with icons of the past, from Cleopatra to Monroe.








Suddenly I saw the cold rook-delighting heaven
that seemed as though ice burned and was but the more ice
and thereupon imagination and heart were driven
so wild that every casual thought of that and this
vanished, and left but memories, that should be out of season
with the hot blood of youth, of love crossed long ago;
and I took all blame out of sense and reason
until I cried and trembled and rocked to and fro
Riddled with light. Ah! when the ghost begins to quicken
confusion of the death-bed over, is it sent
out naked on the roads, as the books say, and stricken
by the injustice of the skies for punishment?

The Cold Heaven, W.B Yeats.






There's something missing
and too much of everything.














Goodnight.

My Stories

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  • the inky, deep sea. (v)
    There was no way of knowing where Julian was planning to go, there was no logic in what they were doing, why Pearl was still there with him. It crippled her insides when he called her “Bonnie” but she would never accept him t
    400 words, 3 comments, November 9
  • the inky, deep sea. (iv)
    “Do you know how I knew you never intended to actually rob a bank?”1
    1500 words, 1 comment, November 9
  • the inky, deep sea (iii)
    Pearl was in her favourite position. Behind the wheel, gun between her hip and the jeep door, rapist at her other side. She had another gun
    1200 words, 1 comment, November 9
  • the inky, deep sea. (ii)
    Pearl liked to drive around with the body in the passenger seat for a while. It was like a domestic abuse victim, who killed her husband wi
    1300 words, 1 comment, November 9

My Poetry

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  • Well, you were asking...
    100 words, 6 comments, October 2. In Adult
  • Pandora
    She was
    like going through
    100 words, 6 comments, July 23
  • f.u.c.k it (just ramlings)
    you said I looked like a hollywood movie star because of my hollow cheeks and sunken eyes. they were everywhere but no where. i loved you already. my hair was long. it took a day to put it into tiny plaits. then they all came
    <100 words, 6 comments, November 16, 2008

My other items

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  • f.u.c.k it (just ramlings) at allpoetry
    you said I looked like a hollywood movie star because of my hollow cheeks and sunken eyes. they were everywhere but no where. i loved you already. my hair was long. it took a day to put it into tiny plaits. then they all came
  • intoxication at allpoetry
    there seemed,
    to be something
  • jagged teeth at allpoetry
    i. goddess

My journal entries

  • moments part VI
    September 6, 600 words. Friends only.
  • moments part V
    It was a sister day today. 1 Texted her all through the day...just because I could. 2 Then we were in the car, listening to Taylor Swift (she's idolises her) and she was singing to "you Belong with me" and we applied it to our shitty inter-sexual relationships. 3 She actually likes someone who is going
    September 4, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • moments part IV
    Today was shite, so I lived in memories. 1 Another one of my favourtie memories was taking my auntie back to the ait-port to go back to her home in London (well, at the time she was in a mental institute, but that's another story) 2 I set off with my lovely other auntie, Jan. So, we started on the country ro
    August 28, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?

Guest Book

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  • Lady Pixie on August 6
    Welcome to the group: Critics Comment Corner
  • Otacon on February 28
    There is no you
    There is only me
    There is no you
    There is only me
    There is no fucking you
    There is only me
    There is no fucking you
    There is only me
    Only
    Only
    Only


    The tiniest little dot caught my eye
    It turned out to be a scab
    and I just had this funny feeling like I just knew it was something bad.
    I just couldn't leave it alone
    I kept picking at that scab
    It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
    But I climbed through...

    NIN FTW :3
  • bird-mad girl on February 2
    write more to your story!

    please.

    well... actually that's a demand!

    ♥

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