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I'm 17, but I think that I should be older then I am. I've gone through shit that most people my age haven't. My poetry is dark and depressing except for a couple of poems that I wrote for a friend. I've been writing for most of my life, but I've just started actually keeping what I write. I'm 5'6, my hair is black, and the under-half of my hair is fire red. I'm labeled as the Gothic Emo kid at school but the people who really know who I am, know that I'm nothing like that. I'm the most outgoing person you will ever meet. I'm not the kind of person that you want to mess with though. I love fighting, and I will defend my friends. I've got the temper of a red head, and it's still pretty short. There's no real way to tell if I'm pissed off, unless you look really closely at my eyes, they turn black with flecks of red. They are naturally a dark red, I'm the only one in my family with eyes like mine. I love hearing other peoples opinions. I've grown up with it so I find it relaxing to know that not everyone loves what I write. I have my tongue, and the right side of my lip pierced. I want one more in my lip and one in my nose. I love sports. Football, hockey, soccer, rugby, baseball, and basketball are my favorites. I love to race during the winter. It's a lot of fun. I have a fetish for human blood. No I'm not a vampire, I just love the taste of the warm liquid sliding down my throat as I drink it.

My friends mean the world to me, but I'd give them up to be the one thing that I wanna be. A vampire. I'd still be able to watch over them while hiding in the shadows. My friends may mean alot to me, and just because I'd be different doesn't mean that I wouldn't watch over them. I've always wanted to be a vampire but people never believed that they were real. But they are, they just hide in the shadows because this world hasn't excepted their existence yet.

My life has been pretty bad. I'm not very close with my brothers or my parents, but I'm close with my sisters. They've been through what I have even if they don't know it. I've been through rapes, and beatings. I've had friends and family die. People tell me that it's just a part of life but there are days when I figure that the world just hates me.


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.+.I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.+.
.+. I'm not a sinner . . . I just cant do anything right.+.
.+.I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.+.
.+. I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.+.
.+.I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.+.
.+. I'm not a thief . . . I just take what I need.+.
.+.I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.+.
.+.I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.+.
.+. I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.+.
.+.I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.+.
.+. I'm not a rebel . . . I just don’t take orders.+.
.+.I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.+.
.+. I'm not a believer . . . I’ve already lost hope.+.
.+. I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.+.
.+.I'm not beautiful . . Its only skin deep.+.
.+.I'm not emotional . . I just have a lot of feelings..+.
.+.I'm not a cutter . . I just found a way to get rid of pain.+.
.+.I'm not immature . .I'm just growing up.+.
.+.I'm not a quitter . .I just stop and re-think.+.
.+.I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
.+.I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.+.
.+.I'm not obsessed . . I'm just in love.+.
.+.I'm not perfect . . . I don’t want to be.+.
.+.I'm not ignoring . . . .I just choose not to listen.+.
.+.I'm not a gossip . . I have my own life.+.
.+.I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.+.
.+.I'm not impatient . . I just don’t like to wait.+.
.+.I'm not happy . . I do have sparks of joy.+.
.+.I'm not tough . . I just don’t take shit .+.
.+.I'm not clingy . . I just wanna be held.+.
.+.I'm not opinionated . . I just voice what I think.+.
.+.I'm not questioning . .I just have my doubts.+.
.+.I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.+.


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