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I truly do not know "why" I write. It is just something I do. It is a part of who I am. I have been writing since October 1995 when I went away to college for the first time in my life. So many mixed emotions about who I was "supposed" to be for the rest of my life. I had to have some way of releasing my emotions so I began small rhyming poems besides what I usually wrote...Roses are Red Violets are Blue poems. Then I got into deeper emotions about religion and God and and then into more poems about ME. I progressed into Poems of Humor, Erotica, Serious, Spiritual, Dark, Vampirism, and the list goes on and on. After so many poems I had written I wanted to venture out into short stories. Maybe one day progress into my very own novels. But here I stand 31 years old, soon to be and I feel like I am just starting out. Every poem you will ever read by me in self-written chronological order you can see my inner self. Who I was at that period in time, what I was feeling inside at the time. Something no one else knew but me...Me and God.

I started a short poetry series entilted My Senior Year. It is an Erotica story about an innocent Religious girl who discovers she has sexual desires and fantasies. She explores them in the most repulsive ways and then later learns what it is in life she really wants. I started this series almost three years ago and if you pay attention...you will witness how my writting style has changed in the past two almost three years when I began this story.

I'm going to go make a new entry to the series right now. Please read on and ALL comments are welcome, even ones that may make me irate. All "Constructive" criticism is welcome. AS long as you aren't being an asshole about it. That's not "constructive."

Have a nice day.