Hello
My name is Emily
I live in Australia
I am 15
I am a lesbian
I hate homosexuals
No, that isn't a typo
I am anemic
I have scoliosis
I have spinal degeneration
I have obsessive compulsive tendencies
I do not have a filter between my brain and my mouth, so I appologize in advance
My mother can not look me in the eyes
She despises me
My father is a avid church goer, but still understands
My brother pretends to hate me, but loves me on the inside
I spend most of my time alone is my room
I inflict pain upon myself
Many call me emo
However emo is a music genre, not a personality or state of mind
I am suicidal
But no one cares
They all make jokes about my depression
Everyone
I despise school
I class myself as a chocolate coated marshmallow
Hard exterior
Soft interior
My ex cut her arm open because of me
7 stitches
Because of me
How can five letters cause so much pain: g u i l t
And yet five other letters are meant to heal all: s o r r y
The glass is neither half full, nor half empty
It is simply, too big
Life is no guarantee, it is merely a series of events that neither you, not I have any control over - Emily Auld
Please don't be shy, send me a message, I don't bite.
My name is Emily
I live in Australia
I am 15
I am a lesbian
I hate homosexuals
No, that isn't a typo
I am anemic
I have scoliosis
I have spinal degeneration
I have obsessive compulsive tendencies
I do not have a filter between my brain and my mouth, so I appologize in advance
My mother can not look me in the eyes
She despises me
My father is a avid church goer, but still understands
My brother pretends to hate me, but loves me on the inside
I spend most of my time alone is my room
I inflict pain upon myself
Many call me emo
However emo is a music genre, not a personality or state of mind
I am suicidal
But no one cares
They all make jokes about my depression
Everyone
I despise school
I class myself as a chocolate coated marshmallow
Hard exterior
Soft interior
My ex cut her arm open because of me
7 stitches
Because of me
How can five letters cause so much pain: g u i l t
And yet five other letters are meant to heal all: s o r r y
The glass is neither half full, nor half empty
It is simply, too big
Life is no guarantee, it is merely a series of events that neither you, not I have any control over - Emily Auld
Please don't be shy, send me a message, I don't bite.
- Last seen right now. Member since July 12, 2008.
- I am a 15 year old girl (Australia)








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You become aware of the pain searing through your eyes. You slowly realize the source of the blinding light invading from the outside.
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1600 words, 11 comments, May 8. In First person, Life, Personal, School, Teen, Unedited, Young adult
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They mock me.
They look at me with judging eyes.200 words, 10 comments, February 24
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