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yeah...most of my stories/poems that i post on here are very random, but they make sense if you know me, or are in a situation like mine. or maybe they make no sense and i am deluding myself. either way they make sense to me. i would very much appreciate it if you would leave a comment if you do read any of my stories/poems, and the comments will be returned. any questions, feel free to ask...

Quote i stole from my friend's page:
“sticks and stones may break my bones,
but whips and chains excite me
so throw me down and tie me up
and show me that you like me ”- By Carla Dickie <- i don't know who that is, though

and for those of you who are wondering (and those of you who weren't) i just like to play with the colors....(hence the strange combinations one will often find)

Stereotypes tell me that:
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be UGLY
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be FAT
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I MUST be VIOLENT
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be PRUDE
I HANG OUT with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a POSER
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be DOING THEM ALL
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be LOOKING for ATTENTION.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have NO SOCIAL LIFE
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a NAGGING, steal-your-money kind of GIRLFRIEND
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be NAIVE
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be CRAZY
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be "EVIL" and not have any MORALS
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the WORLD
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a BITCH
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a SEX-TAPE
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS
I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be ANOREXIC
*and, yes, all of the first things apply to me*

Some of my friends are (well, the ones on this site):
crazylover
freeofdistortions
lov bigT wiggy
paperacid (luv you, sissy)
tjj
xMidnightxSkiesX
crazylady007
Shmaltz

and, yeah, most of those people i actually know!!
dang, i've made an accomplishment....


not that you care, but here's a little about me...
most importantly, i am a lesbian
GAY PRIDE
okay, done with that....
other stuff includes:
1. Name: Cassandra
2. Nicknames: none of your business
3. Birthday: 2/28 and you don’t need to know the year
4. Place of Birth: none of your business
5. Zodiac Sign: figure it out for yourself
6. Male or Female: Female, duh
7. Grade: the one that i'm in
8. School: that one with the classrooms
9. Occupation: something or another
10. Residence: that one place with the one thing
11. MSN Screen Name: N/A


__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: Brown
13. Hair Length: past my ears on one side and just above my ears on the other
14. Eye color: blue/green/hazel
15. Height: 5’1"
16. Braces: no, but i need tham
17. Glasses: When I drive or want to see far distances
18. Piercings: two in each ear, and hopefully three on my b-day
19. Right or Left handed: depends on what I am doing
20. Best Awards: I don’t know
21. First Real Vacation: vacation? what the ba-geezes is that?
22. First Concert: never been to one
23. First Love: that one girl who’s name I am not going to mention

___Favorites___

24. Movie: probably Saw II
25. TV Show: ummm…
26. Computer Game: AOE, which stands for Age of Empires for those of you who don't know
27. Song Right Now: 'What’s Going On', by 4nonblondes
28. Friends: don’t have any
29. Sweet: *laughs* no comment
30. Sport: ballroom dancing...is that a sport?
31. Restuarant: none
32. Clothes Store: Hot Topic
33. Footwear: nothing

___Currently___

34. Feeling: tired and sad...
35. Single or Taken: Single
36. Eating: nothing, food is BAD!!!
37. Drinking: *laughs* actually, nothing
38. Online: duh
39. Thinking About: my ex
40. Wanting To: be with my ex, sleeping (and don’t take that pervertedly)
41. Watching: my teacher and computer screen
45. Wearing: red hoodie, under garments, jeans…umm…awesome black gloves with red fishnet over them

___Your Future___

46. Want Kids: as many as I can have
47. Want to be Married: I used to want to, but now I don’t know
48. Where do you want to live: wherever I am needed
49. Car: whichever one I can afford

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
Well, it would be the same sex, but okay….

50. Hair color: red or black
51. Hair length: ummmm…short, so I can run my fingers through it
52. Eye color: beautiful
53. Measurements: bigger than me
54. Appearances: don’t know
55. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
56. Hugs or Kisses: hugs
57. Short or Tall: not shorter than me, hopefully but not too tall either
58. Easygoing or serious: both, but more easygoing
59. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous, mainly, with a hint of romance every now and then
60. Personality: dark, with a hint of light
61. Sweet or Caring: both, mostly caring
62. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: probably more trouble maker

___Have you ever______


63. Kissed a Stranger: ummm…not that I know of…
64. Had Alcohol: no, nor do I want it
65. Smoked: yessum
66. Ran Away From Home: technically, yes, I guess so…
67. Been with someone: umm...yeah, i'm not answering that...
68. Broken Someones Heart: ummm…i don’t know…probably
69. Cried When Someone Died: yes, of course
70. Cried At School: Yeah, once

___Do You Believe In___

71. God: not really
72. Miracles: I used to, when I met her…
73. Love At First sight: I don’t know
74. Ghosts: of course, what kind of reasonable person doesn’t?
75. Aliens: yeah, it would be conceded to believe we had the only life.
76. Soul Mates: I used to
77. Heaven: yeah, but you can find it here on earth
78. Hell: same as above
79. Angels: yeah…but, again, they are found on earth
80. Kissing on The First Date: haven’t technically been on a ‘date’
81. Horoscopes: I believe it is all in your head
82. Ying and Yang: maybe, but i don't really get what this is asking.
83. Chinese zodiac: no, I don’t



more random stuff. YAY!!!!

Some things i like:
Bread and butter (YUMMY)
crazy people
not old people
not writing book reports
not having to do congress <- EVIL!!!
BABIES YAY!!!!everyone loves babies
my nephew...who is also a baby, YAY 2 in 1
uhhh...
my friends (sometimes)
reading
writing (poetry/stories)
talking to random people on the internet
my little brother (when he's not annoying me)
my big sister (most of the time)
GIRLS
blood (yum)
math (and, yes, i know i am wierd, but i have my reasons)
PE (even if i do want to be a lazy bum)
do dododo
razorblades
death
morbidity
death
did i meantion, Death?
sugar water (mmmm)
not Valentine's day
not holidays
more GIRLS
random funny stuff
random stuff
fresh cuts
scars
pretty people
the color purple
not yellow

My Stories

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  • I don’t know if I can ever love him the way he deserves to be loved. I’m scared. partly…mostly, because he’s a guy and guys terrify me. and don’t even think of blaming yourself, alex, because it’s not your fault. it’s nowhere
    100 words, 6 comments, January 29, 2008
  • i think i'm with the sweetest guy in the world. i think he thinks i'm going to break up with him. i'm not. i'm not going to break upw tih him because he is the sweetest guy in the world and i think that's the best thing that'
    100 words, 5 comments, January 29, 2008
  • Once upon a time there lived a young woman, Milagros, and in her eighteenth year of life, she fell in love. This love, she knew, would cause her death, as well as that of her lover, but she could not forsake it. / She
    400 words, 3 comments, September 10, 2007
  • i don't know what i'm supposed to say. I can hardly think right now. I don’t WANT to think right now…I;m tired….i don’t know what that meand, exactly….is the depression returning? I guess that’s one of my biggest fears, is th
    300 words, 5 comments, June 10, 2007

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    i thought / oh how i thought / and maybe / maybe i should quit thinking / because i never seem / to think anything through / never seem to think anything right / maybe / maybe / i should stop being / maybe / i should stop / everyt
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    take my hand
    and lead me to the place

Guest Book

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  • backdrop.silhouette on August 11, 2007
    O.o confuzzled esh i...
    oh, by the way, i'm back in town...well, not right now...but still...heh...okay...my head hurts...
    love you lots.
    bye bye now
  • paperacid : Best sister ever on April 24, 2007
    Sissy...I just wanted to let you know, that through ALL the shit that goes on in life-until the day that we're both dead and buried in the ground, my hand is always there for you when you need someone to hold on to.


    What are sisters for?


    And I know that I'm not the best 'role-model' or the most sane person around, but I will NEVER cause you harm or dismay, or steer you in a direction that I wouldn't myself go down without the utmost HAPINESS. You are my baby sister, and no matter what happens, I AM HERE.

    I love you with all my heart and soul
    !
    Jenalee
    (I keep forgetting to NOT write your name. lol)
  • butterflytears on April 6, 2007
    you are so random....but the morganlady loves the cassie person!
  • backdrop.silhouette : To apease... on March 17, 2007
    I am REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY sorry. (repeat about 56 times)
    Some guy just called me a butthead...

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