I'm in depression so if I'm not enthusiastic, oh well, and don't trust the little information about me on here, I'm too lazy and depressed to keep it up.
-------------------Girls-----------------------
--------------are like apples----------------
---------on trees. The best ones-----------
--------are at the top of the tree.----------
------The boys don't want to reach--------
----for the good ones because they-------
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples--
--from the ground that are not as good, --
-but easy. So the apples at the top think-
-something is wrong with them, when in--
---reality, they are amazing. They just----
-----have to wait for the right boy to------
-------come along, the one who is---------
-------------brave enough to---------------
------------------climb all-------------------
------------------ the way-------------------
-----------------to the top------------------
-----------------of the tree.---------------
Love ♥♥ Stuff:
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and
said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die.
___________________________________________________________________
When a girl says she hates you, she only wants to be left alone.
When a girl says she is tired, she is really depressed.
When a girl is 'thinking', she is worried about something.
When a girl twirls her hair in her fingers, while looking at you, she is in love.
Random Stuff:
♥ I ♥ MUSIC
~To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity~
1. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice!
2. Every time someone asks you to do something ask if they want fries with that.
3. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
4. Specify that your drive-through order is To Go.
5. When the money comes out of the ATM scream "I won I won!"
6. When leaving the zoo start running towards the parking lot yelling, "Run for your lives! They're loose!"
7. Tell your children over dinner "Due to the Economy we are going to have to let one of you go."
^o^ Copy and paste this if you like gum
About Me:
SW Family: (Tell me if you want in! )
Sisters: AfterMidnightChaos
First thing is first, I'm the wacko putting at the picture screaming, "That's ME! No... right there! NO!! Right THERE! You FLIPPIN' IDIOT! THAT'S ME RIGHT THERE!" And there's only one person in the picture.
My past names, by which you may know me:
BLeave
RoseWarrior
I'd love it if you guys would comment and read my stories. I think that you'll like them if you like sweet romance, or heartfelt feelings. I try my best on their feelings but I sometimes feel there's a barrier between my writing and the feelings that I experience as I'm writing it, which are the character's emotions.
I'm Christian.
I'm a cat-person, say one thing wrong about cats...
Oh yeah, I may SAY that I'm going to make a book, but may NOT because of bad ratings or something. I may just get bored with it or something. If you really want me to keep writing on something, IM repetitively, and I'll work on it!
(Check these out if you get the chance!)
FAV. SONGS:
Wild Rebel Rose - Martina McBride
Invisible - Ashlee Simpson
I Decide - Jordan Mccoy
I Told You So, Home Sweet Home, I Know You Won't, Twisted, and Wheel of the World - Carrie Underwood
Stay - Sugarland
Cry, Because of You, If No One Will Listen, My Life Would Suck Without You, and I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson
And I Am Telling You (I'm Not Going) - Bianca Ryan / Charice Pempengco ♥♥
&
Pony(It's OK) - Erin McCarley
My theme songs, they describe me:
Got Dynamite - Demi Lovato
Just Let Me Cry - Ashlee Simpson
I Am - Hilary Duff (Seriously me here!)
FAV. COLORS:
♣ Light green
♣ cream
♣ amber
♣ hot pink
♣ pretty much every neon color
FAV. ARTISTS:
♣ Kelly Clarkson
♣ Carrie Underwood
♣ Charice Pempengco
♣ Francesca Battistelli
FAV. AUTHORS:
♠ Christopher Paolini (AWESOME!!)
♠ Margaret Peterson Haddix
(+ plus if I read a book and fall in love with it.)
I like the book 'Once Upon A Marigold.' Alright, I LOVE it, no matter how cheesy it is. It's SO SWEET!
-> Name: Courtney Danielle (not real name, but my mom wanted to name me that... that and Mary. But DON'T call me that.)
-> Nick Name : Cinna or pretty much any version of my username. You can even call me Dani or Court or Danielle or Courtney- I think you get the hint. lol. Yea, I'm pretty lenient as long as it isn't insulting.
-> Birth-date : 2-11-95
-> Birthplace: USA
-> Current Location: USA
-> Eye Color: blue-green hazel/indigo blue (it depends)
-> Hair Color: red - gold /strawberry red
-> Height: 5'4" 1/2
-> Weight: CLASSIFIED
-> Piercings: ears
-> Tattoos: none
-> Boyfriend: none (...)
-> Vehicle: none (drat...)
-> Overused Phrase: You retard! I swear...
FAVORITES
Food: spaghetti and meatballs, french fries
Pub/Disc/Restaurant: none
Candy: Twix
Number:☻ 11
Animal: cats
Drink: Dr. Pepper, PINK LEMONADE!
TV Show: nothing really... (Get Smart, the old 60s (?) or 80s (?) show! Love Don whatever his name is!)
Music Album: varies
Movie: Bride Wars and Get Smart
Actor/Actress: Anne Hathaway
IN A GUY
Favorite Eye color: green
Favorite Hair color: black
Short or Long: medium
Height: tall
Style: nice and smart but not nerdy
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute: Cute
Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular
...Have You Ever...
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been lost
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(almost every day) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(tried though) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Clause
(grr... you HAD to mention it...) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Blown bubbles
My Quotes:
♥ Saying that you'd kill for someone is nothing compared to saying that you'd DIE for them.
♥ I'll be nice, for inside I know that you are screaming for attention, that you are trying, and failing, in getting approval. I know so.
I'll be truthful, for you needn't go through such trickery as you have in the past.
I'll be thoughtful of my words, for I know that the slightest wrong word could break you into a million pieces and that you don't deserve to lose it.
I'll be your hero and your friend, as you need someone to help you up when you're down, you need someone to look up to in your times of dire need.
I'll be there for you.
♥ I'd tell you I'm mad, but you wouldn't care,
I'd tell you I'm sad, but you only love you,
I'd tell you I'm glad, and then you'll talk to me,
I'm telling you goodbye, and you start to cry.
I'm telling you I'm serious, and you beg on your knees,
I'm walking out the door, because I know that you don't care.
♥ People are like parasites, they feed off the wasteful decisions and neglectful choices of others.
♥ Copy and paste this to your page if you want to help teens suffering with a factor of R.P.I. Rejection, Perfection, Injection. This is the feeling of being Rejected, everyone thinking you're Perfected and you're not, and kids being Injected with drugs.
♥ Love is what you make it to be, so make it to be something great.
♥ Maybe you can deal the cards okay and maybe you can play the game okay, but if you don't have anyone to play it with and try to beat, how will you play at all?
♥ If you decide to disguise your heart, you'll never truly be loved for who you are, for a masquerade party over love is no life to live.
♥ From You:
A smile is thrilling,
a laugh, exhilarating,
a special wink just for me, intoxicating,
a hug, bliss,
a kiss, a true treasure given to me by the angels above, for someone up there must care, because I have you.
♥ How come no one will love me the way that I ought to be loved?
♥ Have a true and fulfilled life!!!
♥ To Any Boy Who Finds He Likes Me:
If you make me cry, you're horrid,
if you make me smile bitterly, you better hope that you wake up alive tomorrow,
if you make me smile truly, you're a good friend,
if you make me laugh without trying to make you feel good, you've scored a couple points,
if you make me ponder (seriously ponder, like, dreaming about you night and day, FOREVER!) liking you, you're scoring big,
if you make me hold my heart when you walk away without telling me that you love me, I'm desperately in love with you.
(Too bad I've never fallen that hard.
)
♥ You break my heart, I break your neck, simple enough?
♥ My job is not to take the strange and laugh, my job is not to give up on the strange ideas, my job is to take the strange ideas and make them blossom into the lovely and beautiful things that are hidden deep inside their hearts, their happiness to make them cheery.
♥ Live, Love, and Laugh is all I can sincerely ask for.
Queen of Hearts,
-Cinna ♥♥

-------------------Girls-----------------------
--------------are like apples----------------
---------on trees. The best ones-----------
--------are at the top of the tree.----------
------The boys don't want to reach--------
----for the good ones because they-------
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples--
--from the ground that are not as good, --
-but easy. So the apples at the top think-
-something is wrong with them, when in--
---reality, they are amazing. They just----
-----have to wait for the right boy to------
-------come along, the one who is---------
-------------brave enough to---------------
------------------climb all-------------------
------------------ the way-------------------
-----------------to the top------------------
-----------------of the tree.---------------
Love ♥♥ Stuff:
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and
said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die.
___________________________________________________________________
When a girl says she hates you, she only wants to be left alone.
When a girl says she is tired, she is really depressed.
When a girl is 'thinking', she is worried about something.
When a girl twirls her hair in her fingers, while looking at you, she is in love.
Random Stuff:
♥ I ♥ MUSIC
~To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity~
1. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice!
2. Every time someone asks you to do something ask if they want fries with that.
3. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
4. Specify that your drive-through order is To Go.
5. When the money comes out of the ATM scream "I won I won!"
6. When leaving the zoo start running towards the parking lot yelling, "Run for your lives! They're loose!"
7. Tell your children over dinner "Due to the Economy we are going to have to let one of you go."
^o^ Copy and paste this if you like gum
About Me:
SW Family: (Tell me if you want in! )
Sisters: AfterMidnightChaos
First thing is first, I'm the wacko putting at the picture screaming, "That's ME! No... right there! NO!! Right THERE! You FLIPPIN' IDIOT! THAT'S ME RIGHT THERE!" And there's only one person in the picture.
My past names, by which you may know me:
BLeave
RoseWarrior
I'd love it if you guys would comment and read my stories. I think that you'll like them if you like sweet romance, or heartfelt feelings. I try my best on their feelings but I sometimes feel there's a barrier between my writing and the feelings that I experience as I'm writing it, which are the character's emotions.
I'm Christian.
I'm a cat-person, say one thing wrong about cats...
Oh yeah, I may SAY that I'm going to make a book, but may NOT because of bad ratings or something. I may just get bored with it or something. If you really want me to keep writing on something, IM repetitively, and I'll work on it!

(Check these out if you get the chance!)
FAV. SONGS:
Wild Rebel Rose - Martina McBride
Invisible - Ashlee Simpson
I Decide - Jordan Mccoy
I Told You So, Home Sweet Home, I Know You Won't, Twisted, and Wheel of the World - Carrie Underwood
Stay - Sugarland
Cry, Because of You, If No One Will Listen, My Life Would Suck Without You, and I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson
And I Am Telling You (I'm Not Going) - Bianca Ryan / Charice Pempengco ♥♥
&
Pony(It's OK) - Erin McCarley
My theme songs, they describe me:
Got Dynamite - Demi Lovato
Just Let Me Cry - Ashlee Simpson
I Am - Hilary Duff (Seriously me here!)
FAV. COLORS:
♣ Light green
♣ cream
♣ amber
♣ hot pink
♣ pretty much every neon color
FAV. ARTISTS:
♣ Kelly Clarkson
♣ Carrie Underwood
♣ Charice Pempengco
♣ Francesca Battistelli
FAV. AUTHORS:
♠ Christopher Paolini (AWESOME!!)
♠ Margaret Peterson Haddix
(+ plus if I read a book and fall in love with it.)
I like the book 'Once Upon A Marigold.' Alright, I LOVE it, no matter how cheesy it is. It's SO SWEET!
-> Name: Courtney Danielle (not real name, but my mom wanted to name me that... that and Mary. But DON'T call me that.)
-> Nick Name : Cinna or pretty much any version of my username. You can even call me Dani or Court or Danielle or Courtney- I think you get the hint. lol. Yea, I'm pretty lenient as long as it isn't insulting.
-> Birth-date : 2-11-95
-> Birthplace: USA
-> Current Location: USA
-> Eye Color: blue-green hazel/indigo blue (it depends)
-> Hair Color: red - gold /strawberry red
-> Height: 5'4" 1/2
-> Weight: CLASSIFIED
-> Piercings: ears
-> Tattoos: none
-> Boyfriend: none (...)
-> Vehicle: none (drat...)
-> Overused Phrase: You retard! I swear...
FAVORITES
Food: spaghetti and meatballs, french fries
Pub/Disc/Restaurant: none
Candy: Twix
Number:☻ 11
Animal: cats
Drink: Dr. Pepper, PINK LEMONADE!
TV Show: nothing really... (Get Smart, the old 60s (?) or 80s (?) show! Love Don whatever his name is!)
Music Album: varies
Movie: Bride Wars and Get Smart
Actor/Actress: Anne Hathaway
IN A GUY
Favorite Eye color: green
Favorite Hair color: black
Short or Long: medium
Height: tall
Style: nice and smart but not nerdy
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute: Cute
Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular
...Have You Ever...
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been lost
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(almost every day) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(tried though) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Clause
(grr... you HAD to mention it...) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Blown bubbles
My Quotes:
♥ Saying that you'd kill for someone is nothing compared to saying that you'd DIE for them.
♥ I'll be nice, for inside I know that you are screaming for attention, that you are trying, and failing, in getting approval. I know so.
I'll be truthful, for you needn't go through such trickery as you have in the past.
I'll be thoughtful of my words, for I know that the slightest wrong word could break you into a million pieces and that you don't deserve to lose it.
I'll be your hero and your friend, as you need someone to help you up when you're down, you need someone to look up to in your times of dire need.
I'll be there for you.
♥ I'd tell you I'm mad, but you wouldn't care,
I'd tell you I'm sad, but you only love you,
I'd tell you I'm glad, and then you'll talk to me,
I'm telling you goodbye, and you start to cry.
I'm telling you I'm serious, and you beg on your knees,
I'm walking out the door, because I know that you don't care.
♥ People are like parasites, they feed off the wasteful decisions and neglectful choices of others.
♥ Copy and paste this to your page if you want to help teens suffering with a factor of R.P.I. Rejection, Perfection, Injection. This is the feeling of being Rejected, everyone thinking you're Perfected and you're not, and kids being Injected with drugs.
♥ Love is what you make it to be, so make it to be something great.
♥ Maybe you can deal the cards okay and maybe you can play the game okay, but if you don't have anyone to play it with and try to beat, how will you play at all?
♥ If you decide to disguise your heart, you'll never truly be loved for who you are, for a masquerade party over love is no life to live.
♥ From You:
A smile is thrilling,
a laugh, exhilarating,
a special wink just for me, intoxicating,
a hug, bliss,
a kiss, a true treasure given to me by the angels above, for someone up there must care, because I have you.
♥ How come no one will love me the way that I ought to be loved?
♥ Have a true and fulfilled life!!!
♥ To Any Boy Who Finds He Likes Me:
If you make me cry, you're horrid,
if you make me smile bitterly, you better hope that you wake up alive tomorrow,
if you make me smile truly, you're a good friend,
if you make me laugh without trying to make you feel good, you've scored a couple points,
if you make me ponder (seriously ponder, like, dreaming about you night and day, FOREVER!) liking you, you're scoring big,
if you make me hold my heart when you walk away without telling me that you love me, I'm desperately in love with you.
(Too bad I've never fallen that hard.
) ♥ You break my heart, I break your neck, simple enough?
♥ My job is not to take the strange and laugh, my job is not to give up on the strange ideas, my job is to take the strange ideas and make them blossom into the lovely and beautiful things that are hidden deep inside their hearts, their happiness to make them cheery.
♥ Live, Love, and Laugh is all I can sincerely ask for.
Queen of Hearts,
-Cinna ♥♥

- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since March 25.
- My mood is
, and quote is "Depressed". - I am a 14 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm trying to convince myself to live.




















- I am in the groups 5 Star Roleplay, Balance, Plot talk, Roleplaying For Fun, Storywrite Boarding School, The Race War Roleplay, The Reviewing and Japanese Learning, Writing and Reviewing
- I have 364 comments, 8 contests, 10 poems, 42 stories, 2 journals
Stories I'm focused on
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The full-length mirror shattered, as it had done millions of times. Black tears streaking down its broken face, the face I stare into this
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Option One: Song Prompts ♣ Crush - David Archuleta ♣ Why Don't You Kiss Her - Jesse McCartney ♣ One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber ♣ Just the Girl - The Click Five ♣ Fri
My Stories
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Casey glances around the cliché classroom. Algebra signs and problems line the off-white brick walls and the clock shows fractions instead of whole numbers.11700 words, 1 comment, November 10
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I fake a smile everyday because I'm supposed to be the smart girl that has it all together. 1200 words, 3 comments, October 25
My Poetry
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Looking into your eyes,
I find the need to protect you, -
An opinion, many ways this is happy,
or, it can simply be unhappy.<100 words, 2 comments, May 26
My journal entries
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We live in a world / where everyone wants to feel good about themselves. / They compare / and contrast / don't they know it is hopeless? / People / Don't you see we're all unique. / We all have our ups and our downs. / You don't have to compare... / So maybe that boy has good grades / So what? / So maybe tMay 18, In Friends, Lyrics, My life, My own personal thoughts, Poem. 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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Serenity Blackheart on November 5I am overly jelous of your background. I love roses, and I absolutely adore pianos. xD
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Hihamburger on October 25I want in your family!!
I will put you in mine too if ya want in! 
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Hihamburger on October 22Love your rose and piano background!!!!

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Hihamburger on September 3You can make it through this Cinna!!! I know you can! You are a strong person!
Hope it all goes well. *encourages* 
