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I hurt easy, I just don't show it.
You can hurt someone & not even know it.
The next sixty seconds could feel like an eternity.
I'm in love with a girl who doesn't appeal to me.

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I'm taking a break. Seeya. 10/8/09 -- 11/20/09.


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& once & for all, yours trulies, for your enjoyment: "Preston!.. & Jake!"
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"Yeah, it's over now, but I can breathe somehow
When it's all worn out, I'd rather go without
You know it's been on my mind
Could you stand right there
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now
We pay our debt sometime
Well it's over now, yet I can see somehow
When it's all gone wrong, it's hard to be so strong
You know it's been on my mind
Could you stand right there
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now
We pay our debt sometime
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
We pay our debt sometime
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
Guess it's over now, I seem alive somehow
When it's out of sight, just wait and do your time
You know it's been on my mind
Could I stand right here
Look myself in the eye and say
That it's over now
We pay our debt sometime
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
We pay our debt sometime
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
I know I can, and I'm starting right now."



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she says:
Im... facebook stalking... myelf.
she says:
myself*
you say:
& who could blame you?
she says:
Yes, that's it, encourage my elf obsession.
she says:
Er
she says:
Self
she says:
SELF
she says:
Ah fuck it.


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"And at night the river flows
it bears pale stars on the holy water
some sink like veils, some show like fish,
the great moon that once was rose
now high like a blazing milk flails"
-- Jack Kerouac

"Kerouac's exploration of limits goes beyond social behavior, for he also explores the limits of language. One has difficult speaking of "sentences" in this book [The Subterraneans], for his structures range far beyond the traditional sentence. Ideas flow one into the next without conventional punctuation. In fact, the ideas are usually connected by a common thread, yet Kerouac changes directions frequently and adds insights on top of insights until the initial point of the sentence may be lost. Leo [Kerouac's protagonist] cries out one point, "I'M the bop writer!", insisting that the bop scene is his material but also that he writes the way a bop musician plays. His ideas are just the starting point for extemporization and openness to new ideas that come along during his "solo."
In 1951, Kerouac had a daydream in which he became a master tenor sax player, capable of playing different melodies simultaneously and in different keys. This imagined musicianship parallels Kerouac's notion of the complex overlay of ideas he hoped to produce in writing. Excerpts hardly show the complexity of his ideas, but a sample may suffice to help readers glimpse his message. In the following passage, Leo describes Easter morning as Mardou [One of the main character's in the book with whom Leo shares a romantic affair with] wanders in the streets after her night of "flipping":
'..the flowers on the corner in baskets and the old Italian in his apron with the newspapers kneeling to water, and the Chinese father in tight ecstatic suit wheeling the basket-carriaged baby down Powell with his pink-spot-cheeked wife of glitter brown eyes in her new bonnet rippling to flap in sun, there stands Mardou smiling intensely and strangely and the old eccentric lady not any more consciousc of her Negroness than the kind cripple of the store and because of her out and open face now, the clear indiciation of a troubled pure innocent spirit just risen from a pit in pockmarked earth and by own broken hands self-pulled to safety and salvation, the two women Mardou and the old lady in the incredibly sad empty streets of Sunday after the excitements of Saturday night.'"

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  • Azaradelle : Omgeh! on November 20
    THAT'S MY FINGER!!!
    I always new I'd be famous one day.
    BlueBERRIES!!
    xo

  • Azaradelle : Plebs! on November 18
    Your spit is not worthy of my shoes.
    Now drop down and gimme 20... oranges, that is. Beautiful, succulent oranges with vitamin B. Or was it C?
    Eeeee.!!!Kanerahton:kie <3
    REALLY!
    I don't neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEeeEEEeEeeeeed them ANYWAY!
    Viva LA REVOLUTION!
    Ho hum, ho hum, it's home from work we come.
    xo
  • Azaradelle : ... on November 18
    Your face offends me in its beauty.
    Remove it!
    REMOOOOVEEE IT!

    Queen Lori has Le spoken.
    <3
  • Sexi Chickie on November 15
    Woah! I can barely read all this! Still nice profile page. Uh huh

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