Alone And Afraid• Show stories

Life's a bitch and then you die. I wasn't sad, but now I am. I was adopted and dropped like merchandice from a store. My adoptive parent, whom I will not name in case any of you know her, just sent me back for a "refund". I've been really depressed lately and I can't stop thinking about self harm again. Every time I see anything that I could use to hurt myself with, I have to remind myself that everything will be okay. I still have all of you on the site, thank god for that. If I didn't have you than I would have no one. Tiff got adopted by and old couple. They were so sweet. Hope they don't send her back. Peace out.

"Those who fall in love, have no real awareness of why they love. If they fall out of love, the probably won't understand what caused them to do that, either."

I have a few pics to share with you. lol.

http://i162.photobucket.com/albums/t279/Narasgirl/girl34.jpg

http://i208.photobucket.com/albums/bb25/Ishizu_Memora/anime%20girls%20with%20black%20hair/Saki19.jpg

http://i165.photobucket.com/albums/u41/fireykunoichi/girl_8.jpg

http://i153.photobucket.com/albums/s230/bob12345_010/PictureofMe.jpg

http://img409.imageshack.us/img409/2695/huhmmmmm7re.jpg

http://i107.photobucket.com/albums/m300/fishergurl/Anime/Anime%20School%20Girl/girl-1.jpg

http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j284/chadni98/anime%20girls/butterfly.gif

http://i231.photobucket.com/albums/ee250/Naruto_Anime_Art_Quiz/Guy%20and%20Michiru/GuysGirl.jpg

http://i162.photobucket.com/albums/t249/Silver_wolfPurple_mists/Anime%20Girl/8.jpg

http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d197/mine3/cat.jpg

http://static.flickr.com/21/31391002_f7246853be_o.jpg

http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u130/Kaitou_Angel/1244385.jpg

http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j284/chadni98/anime%20girls/SchoolGirl.jpg

http://i222.photobucket.com/albums/dd172/anhlagicuaem/anime_girl.jpg

http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u248/heathers_bunnie/an7.jpg

http://img209.imageshack.us/img209/6954/p6px2.jpg

http://i163.photobucket.com/albums/t298/shippo500/ice_cream_pop_anime_girl.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v722/Kotari-san/Anime%20Girls/Pink/1129700981190.jpg

http://img74.imageshack.us/img74/4808/1158370109552dq4.jpg

http://republika.pl/blog_mg_3055666/3063391/sz/anime_girl2.jpg

http://i128.photobucket.com/albums/p190/sasuketorn/anime%20girls/em2.jpg

http://i164.photobucket.com/albums/u17/brenda_chan107/AnimeGirl.jpg

http://i157.photobucket.com/albums/t49/mina9006/Anime%20and%20Cartoons/ItsOkay.jpg

http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c319/DeadlyAssassin14/Anime%20Anime%20Anime/School%20Anime%20Girls/girl_ljhinopjb.jpg

http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa40/aveh_bucket/anime.jpg I'm hoping If I see EZlats this is what we'll be like*

http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q283/THE_Ghetto_Ferret48/Anime%20girls%20with%20brown%20hair/deadflowers.jpg

well, that's all the pics I will use right now. I if I see any others I like, I will post them up. If only the link shows up, than click on the link to see the pics!

Not a picture and got it from Ezlats my sw boyfriend!
http://kittensaresocute.ytmnd.com/


* I like - good commenmost people!
* I HATE - getting sick
* I like - ME FOR WHO I AM
* NO TIME FOR - A lot
* I LIVE FOR - My friends, hopes, and dreams
* My dream is - To be as famous as Avril Lavigne but on the guitar
* I cannot tolerate - People who think the world revolves around THEM!
* I want YOU to - read AND comment my stories
* I wish to eradicate - writers block
* My BFF not on the site is Tiffany(Tiffy)
* Put this on your page if you ever loved manga:
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* I love to write all the time
* I am VERY... unique
* I LUV it when I eat chocolate! ^_~
* If you LUV V - games, put this on your page :
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well that's all. bye bye!

A girl and a guy were speeding on a motorcycle, going over 90 mph on the road.
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes failed, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would EVER do this for ANYONE, please put this on your page.

FAVORITE BANDS---------------
FLYLEAF
TOKIO HOTEL
PARAMORE
EVANESCENCE(means mortal^.^)

  • Last seen on Apr 19 8:34 PM. Member since March 15, 2008.
  • My mood is , and quote is "howling at the moon.".
  • I am a 16 year old girl (United States)
  • When I'm not writing, I'm Always Writing(I mean come on).
  • I have 171 comments, 3 contests, 18 stories, 3 journals

Stories I'm focused on

  • When Angels Deserve To Die(incomplete)
    In 1871, while Warne Attone (The War Of Angels) was finally coming to an end, a single angel, known as Jezebel, fell to the earth. She may have looked human to the mortal eye, but the devils servants, or other fallen angels,
    600 words, 2 comments, July 6, 2008

My Stories

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  • I am a Writer(for contest)
    I am a writer. I write about many things, mostly dark, fictional works. My gift to the world is rather hard to explain. I am here, and I wish to help anyone. I am in the middle of writing a book of poems.
    <100 words, 2 comments, April 7
  • Cut Me Sandman
    I know you can't see1
    100 words, 5 comments, August 30, 2008. In , Dark, Depression, First person, Personal, Poetry, Sad
  • My Best Friend
    I see my wrists slitting as i fall1
    100 words, 5 comments, August 30, 2008. In , Dark, Depression, Pain, Personal, Poetry, Sad
  • Twenty-four hours(unfinished)
    It couldn't be true. There was no way. It wasn't even possible for that to be true. But as the words had left his lips I knew he was telling the truth. His exact words were, "Twenty-four hours, starting in ten minutes, I will
    300 words, 2 comments, July 10, 2008

My journal entries

  • "Fine, Leave!"
    "Fine, Avangeline!" he had screamed. "Leave me and never come back!" Thats the last thing I can remember. Other than the screech of tires and sudden pain everywhere. I can barely sit up and type this. I'm useless right now. A few ribs broken, a broken leg and a fractured wrist. No concussion though. Right now I can b
    March 12, In Diary, First person, Journal, Nonfiction, Pain.  300 words. → Make first comment?
  • ...
    March 4, In Me, My life, Nonfiction, Personal.  100 words. → Make first comment?
  • My Life
    Life was going pretty good for a while. That is, until I was sent back to the Hell-house called an orphanage. She said I wasn't good for the family. What a load of bull that is. So I've been back for... almost a month now with my new laptop to keep me company. I could use a good friend currently. Tiff got adopted by
    March 3, In Me, My life, Nonfiction, Personal.  100 words. → Make first comment?

Guest Book

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  • YourPinUpDoll : Awwwwwww... on March 4
    Avangeline, i am sooooo sorry for your situation.... *hugs*

    I have gotten into counseling for my depression, now going on for a year and a half, and i have hurt myself a lot... it really does affect the ppl around you.. just ask Katiebob...

    I really wish that i could give you a real hug sooooo bad!

    <3Always
    Christa
  • NinjaMegami : hey! on May 21, 2008
    i love deathnote, too!
  • NinjaMegami : SO cool on April 30, 2008
    I don't go on SW so often - BUT the people are so cool here! ( Like you! ) Well, you can always read one of my stories! And there isn't a comment that I don't enjoy! Good luck to you! Good luck to you! Good luck to you! Good luck to you!
  • YourPinUpDoll : HEY! Avangeline on April 22, 2008
    Katie should, when she grows up, be a matchmaker... she seems to have the touch that brings people together to make them friends.

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